The Purple Sky

i made a wrong decision once. and have been living regretfully for years. now i'm repeating the same mistake. i should have listened to my own voice rather than others...hahh! now all i really want is to take back all my words; which i know is impossible. but people say nothing is impossible, right? so there may be some tinge of hope here, betul? i really wish i could turn things around. go back to that time when i made that stupid mistake, do it differently this time, and have everything the way it was supposed to be. but if that is to happen then i may need the DeLorean (the car in Back to the Future) or the telephone booth they used in the movie Bill and Ted Excellent Adventures or any devicelah that could take me to the past. but its a hard fact that those are mere fictions so does this mean its a no-hope situation altogether? i don't really regret all that happened actually, because had i not made the mistake, i might not found out whatever it is i know now. at least now i know. but whats killing me is that i can't do anything about it. to change it. i just thought things could have been better. it's part of the adult life cycle i guess. making decisions, and live with the consequences of the decision made. be it good or bad. saying this sounds so academic, but to actually live with the mistake..,, hmmm...i somehow wonder.. can i just by any chance, re-decide?

waaaaaaa............