I arrived home today to find these cute little fairies...yeay! operation *sustaining* LIFE , phase one – sukses!!
What happened today reminded me that I REALLY HAVE TO STUDY. Really. waaaaaaaaa........malasnyeeerr....
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mood : slightly euphoric. wonder why.
if u don't like something, just try to accept it.
if u just can't take it - try to change it slowly.
if u don't like something and u can't change it, accept it and learn to appreciate it from another angle - u might find that its not too bad after all.
if u reaaaally don't like it (at all) and simply can't do anything about it (like most things are) - just ... stay away and let it be.
i just learn this a few days ago.
yesterday:
me and wani in the car - both of us were *lost* trying to find our ways to Fort Margherita. suddenly;
me : wani! 2 org lelaki hensem didalam kereta didepan!
wani : mana!!??
me : tu!
both : ugh!! jom ikut..!! sekarang!
wani (even actually pressing the gas pedal..!)
...the air of desperation is getting a little morbid these days...
people say u can go to places to meet new people. irk..pegi mane eh? the only place i go where i find lots of people everyday is hospital. pathetic kan? huhu..
P/s: don't ask why are we in a car on a Tuesday evening trying to get to Fort Margherita..
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A scene from Bako
It already late, I haven't packed a single thing, and I'm supposed to be off to RCBM tomorrow morning.
To tell the truth, this is the first ever posting that even though I'm already 3 weeks through, I'm still feeling very2 lost. And clueless. And nervous.
God, give me more strength. And wisdom.
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1. I don't know why but I'm getting sleepier and sleepier these days.
2. Having too many HOs in the ward does not mean work becomes more efficient. It just mean that there'll be more hands in the bowl and things just gets messier.
3. "I seriously need to find myself a boyfriend" mode is in the air lately - causing many series frustrations and bitter moods lately. Nevertheless in a few days' time I know I'll just be back to that old "I'm thankful that i'm still single" mode. So just chill, dear me.
4. The longer I'm in this profession, the angrier and shorter-tempered I became. Has my head gotten slightly bigger? Or is it just part of our normal developmental milestones? Maybe I should change profession before I develop hypertension and dies off at young age.
5. H1N1 is everywhere and I'm here working in a hospital and being vulnerable as ever but why am I not even feeling insecure?
6. Thinking of reasons as to why I'm being so judgemental towards other people. Wonder what others would testify for me if ever needed one.
7. I'm back to piling my laundries. Most bad habits does stand the test of time. They hardly change. Or improve.
8. I think our house seriously need a round of spring cleaning. I think my umi will get a heart attack if she ever steps into our house.
9. My 4th attempt to sustain life. I take it a trial of diciplining myself as well. 28 days of life together so far.. Can't wait to see its first bud.
Grow and live healthy dear plant
