The Purple Sky

yep. Ramadhan is getting nearer.

my naqeebah used to say..
-a Ramadhan is like a enrolling into a new madrasah of blessings; where good deeds are not just doubled, but multiplied by 80 times. those who achieve the most are the ones who appreciate its every second. its a training field. to re do all the things that we should have done right, to abide by His restrictions both in actions and absteintion and...to gather as much reward as possible, for He is most gracious during the month! and those who wins at the end of the month is he/she who emerge as a new person, a better person, after a month-long training.

to think that its that time of the year again, i'm actually nervous. i have always been very keen on every starting of Ramadhan. but i actually tend to get demoralized in mid-month, and as the end approaches, became rejuvenated upon thinking i may have wasted to much time, and may not live to see another Ramadhan again. so in those few days that still left, i'll usually try my best to live up the times that i've missed, but almost too often, its already approaching syawal, and its almost too late, so to say. and i'll end up regretting. that's me. but i hope to maintain my high morale from the start till the end this time, i really do.

hope i'll succeed this time..yaaaits!