First Stage (Denial)
in the acute phase pt will present with:
- terminal insomnia
- nightmares
- hypophagia (phagia=eating)
- lost of appetite
- social withdrawal
- hyper-thothialltheplace (throwing things all over the place)
Second Stage (Learned Helplessness)
if left untreated most pt will succumb to the chronic phase, which will manifest as:
- hypersomnolence
- increase in appetite
- hyperphagia (basicly eating everything within sight or within the reach of hand)
- increase in social engagement
- hyper-inetoclevthiup (i need to clean everything up. room, toilet, etc)
- loss of orientation to time, space and person
diagnosis: pre-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD)
trigger: end-semester final exam
all the usuall symptoms. been thru it for God knows how many times already. but it never gets better everytime. same 'ol goosebumps.
and yesterday, i was lying on my bed all alone. don't really feel like studying, and don't feel like sleeping either. so i got up and assemble the not-so-new garment rack i just got from tot (bought for use in batu pahat later). it was 1am n the morning. =)
p/s: i'm actually feeling fine. not that stressed-up anyway, not yet at least. hopefully it remain this way till D day. (do take note that level of stress is not in reverse to level of preparation =P). nonetheless, having to wait for uncertainties is definitely an ugly feeling.
pray for me my dear readers.. i need all the prayers in the world. haih!
[P/s (p/s)] : currently listening to 'my way'-frank sinatra =)
8 comments:
Pah take it easy.U can do it punya. Hahhaha, means i'm hyper-inetoclevthiup?we shud blame our uni :p
dear, it rained first thing in the morning today. hujan rahmat! =)
Aah Pah..he he..akak doakan berjaya. Amende tulis kat atas tu..padanle akak tak dapat jadi dr..
cik pah....take it easy...
ada dua stage lg kan dear...
I'll always pray for your success in this world and afterlife=)
thanx kakhliza, thanx drNo, thanx dell, thanx ann..thanx sesemua..seriously meant it.
Makcik..pray hard kay!Allah tuh maha adil.HE knows the best.
suprisingly tak byk typo
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