The little gesture that tickles my heart away on a random Monday evening..
I got these mailed to me when I told someone I vomited on my patient - (I know..*sigh*) and my staff nurse (who did not bring any change of clothing...*another big sigh*) on my last medivac (helicopter patient transfer) trip to Sibu
Did I mention that the patient was a 26 days old baby? (thousands apologies dear sweet angel..)
Surely not a very proud day for me
Nevertheless - who would thought an air sickness bag and a strip of anti-emetic would make my day?
p/s: Where's my Hard Rock Cafe shirt..??! =P
It has been a long (but short) weekend with turmoils of emotion
Been in Bintulu
Met old friends
New people
Happy
Confused
Happy again
A bad habit of mine - I listened (and cared about) what (other) people think too much. It basicly affect my actions a lot. Somehow I find that I'm not exactly that happy. (who wouldn't?) So I started doing things the way I want/believe it should be done. Putting less thought to what others think. But things always take a wrong turn around me.. So now I'm having doubts - what if I've been looking for all the wrong things?
However..- above all, a great weekend it has been. =)
P/s: Tak sabar nak tgk AJL malam nie!
Why is it that when I finally arrived here, I feel like I don't belong here at all - and all I could think about is finding a way to flee.....
I thought it should bring me peace..That I'll feel at home..Like I've found something that I've always been looking for - but I didn't.
I feel miserable.
Like I'm walking through mud, waist high, heading no where.
I don't feel joy.
I'm getting more and more confused. What do I want really..??? Gaarrrrrrrghhhhhhhh....!!!!