The Purple Sky

haaaishh.

what a day today.

i woke up as usual.. went to the ward, as usual. stepped into the ward with my right leg and a bismillah as usual..(and prayed for good day ahead..) scanned around for new admissions, and ahh.. plenty of them this morning. went check-out all of them one by one, all were mostly well, but none seem suited for my case write up. previous in-patients are rocovering. (some are not) saw miss C (a collegue) whom i was totally enraged at last night. (i suppose miss C hasn't learn the word teamwork yet. i do hope she'll learn that in time so that she wouldn't get into any trouble later when she starts working). anyway.. i tried avoiding her as much today - an attempt to ward off the boiling feeling.. - i think it worked. and even this morning, i still questions my reaction - whether i did the right thing? should i approach her and say something about it? - in a good way la of course. do i even have the right to do so? (because i'm not her superior or anything..) anyway, at the end of the day i didn't say a word to her.

last night was a total pat at the back for me (i do not like to be challenged, i have quite low threshold for anger and to worsen it all - i am also sensitive) but despite all that, and despite what miss C did, i managed to tell myself to let it pass. (although i had to admit i did rant quite a bit to ainon after that. =P) . it was quite an achievement for me, i must say.

anyway again, calm and collected people humbles me. i wish i could be more like that.

anyway, anyway again.. by evening, i still can't find a case worthy for a write-up, and that leave me as the only person not having a case yet so far. and the written-up case is to be hand in on monday.

i left the ward feeling stressed.

haaaihh.

what a day.