The Purple Sky

"Yesterday is but today's memory, tomorrow is today's dream" - Khalil Gibran



in less than a day, it'll be 2008! oh no! even after i rubbed my eyes, pinch my ears, bit my tongue..the fact did not change..2007 is leaving me! gosh! howdidtimemovesofastyikes!

if i could sum up 2007 in 4 words i'd say.....the fastest year ever? seriously...seriously.. someone slap me please. put me back into reality please..

january - just got back from kelantan (doing elective) and and miri (doing elective). made my first ever cake. got my car back after 2 months of abstinence.
february - err..wait.. i can think of something significant that happened this month..i know i can do this.. err.. all i can think of is..my relationship with a certain someone became worst this month.. and err.. yeah..i also almost made the biggest mistake ever in my life by almost accepting a someone..*sigh* bad month.

march - my washing machine broke down - there goes my biggest lifeline, haha..ibarat dah patah satu kaki..so my journey mengetuk dari pintu ke pintu to get my laundry done starts. and yep..dell dija left for batu pahat this month. *sad*

april - ho yeah! i turned 24! and yep.. umi got admitted



may - lost my 3rd purse in 5 years. and not to forget-i went through the best surgery posting in a million years! yeah!

june - became the leader of my posting group (again) which (i hate a lot) *sigh*

july - dell dija came back for their finals and stayed over for almost 2 weeks!


birthday pakcik

august - my 1st leg of final year xm. dell dija graduated. oh yea..the blog was finally discovered! heh!

september - passed the exam-finally made it trough to batu pahat! the starting of my dry blogging season. and oh yea..had no allowance this month.






farewell dinner kat rumah dr. zain. before leaving for batu pahat.



october - first time berpuasa di batu pahat. celebrated what could probably be my last raya with family before i started working. was also the worst month ever! had series of unfortunate events.. the slow death of my dearest lappy..the serious consequences/damage that it had caused along - almost cause me to fail my posting. lost my stethoscope. lost my camera's memory card and whole load of important files. i had series of mishap regarding my portfolio...i even had to redo my portfolio for...how many times was it? 5? grrr.... had a long, bad month with iqbal. was appointend secretary for community project- can anyone ever imagine being secretary and not having a computer in hand? and to top it up - i still had no allowance this month - bad.bad month.


open house 2007


november - lappy was finally dead. for real. i succumbed to depression. luckily abang was there to save the day..he essembled and send me this via the mail. isn't he an angel?





december - had the best obstetric posting ever. celebrated the best raya haji ever. family reunion during the kenduri..it was a blast! and not to forget - i've been using my curreny phone for a year now! kind of an achievement isn't it? haha.. dell dija started working..in batu pahat! =)




raya haji


the golden generation hehee..




so that was how my 2007 went..it was bit bitter..and sour..but sweet all at the same time!


so happie 2008 all!


pray for a great next year ya! =)

i know i'll sound corny writing this.

p/s: for those who knows me out there, now u know how corny i am. so i'm warning u once and for all. if u think u can't handle this, then start typing something else on the search bar right now or forever hold ur peace.

it's not even 11 yet and i'm sitting here in front my pc feeling sleepy and bored as ever and can't even recall what i did the whole day today.. (ahh..just remembered, must be the futsal game earlier, cess..) and because i haven't written a single word for my gynae portfolio yet and sleeping is not even an option in my current state so i ended up googling this - how to know you're in love? yea..yea..this might raise an eyebrow here there but no, i'm not in love.. i'm just curious. hehh.

there were plenty of answers - different people with their own version of describing the state of - being in love; however these are my favourites. en joy!



~ You know you're in love when there is no hesitation in expressing yourself. When you feel you can share anything and everything. When you are not anxious about making a commitment. Mostly, you don't feel the need to look around for greener pasture. You don't think that maybe the next man you meet may be better. You are willing to check this relationship out...see where it goes ~


~ You know you're in love when you feel like the one you're with was made for you by God himself. They're designed to be your other half and you question everything in your life that has every happened up until the point you meet them and everything in your life changes ~

~ True love is a choice. True love is when you care about someone else more than you care about yourself. It's when you would rather make them happy than make yourself happy. ~


*winks!*

and oh ya..speaking of the things i did.. i just remembered something else - i sneaked into the OT aka operation theatre today during an ongoing surgery without the permission of the working surgeon - to peek into a patient's case note in order to help a friend write her portfolio case, hehee..




nguahh..nguahh.. i'm a detached intellectual... i got to go live in an isolated lab la pas nih..

if i had to choose between this and this....


















that's easy. obvious answer isnt' it?
ok now lets try a harder task.
choose either....


this national heartthrob - no need introduction here kan?


this guy with a killer smile- aaron aziz (too bad he's married, huhu..)


or this heart melter, knee trembler, hypertension inducer, sleep depriver.. gong yoo..



aahhhhh...... men. *ok2..don't get distracted* harder to choose, (betul?) each one with own qualities..yada2.. plus..,

they aren't real life situation, so choosing any won't affect one life as much..
so now.. i have this..



and having to choose between all these:



it helps if one knows exactly what he/she wants..but its driving me nuts because i'm not entirely too sure what i want myself.

to stay close with family? or to stay away..? to start over at a new place but with (possibilities) of having to live alone..? to stay close with family? to choose a place with good reputation? or to a place where i think i'll have the widest learning opportunities?

at the same time, there's this question.. what if i'm not given the place i choose? what if there's too many people choosing to go to that same place that i ended up on the free market aka di lelong?

i love to think myself as adventurous wanting to go far2 away for a new life.. but then again.. i kept thinking.. is it really okay to go? am i being selfish to put family behind and think of me first? haaaihhh... penat fikir ok..

I seriously had to put this up here. here's some article that were circulated in the mails-these two were taken from jimbo's blog.


Article 1


Stop drinking water was left or stored in the car!!

This is how Sheryl Crow got breast cancer. She was on the Ellen show and she said this same exact thing.

So please be very careful ladies.Drinking Bottled Water kept in car….

A friend whose mother recently got diagnosed with breast cancer. The doctor told her: women should not drink bottled water that has been left in a car. The doctor said that the heat and the plastic of the bottle have certain chemicals that can lead to breast cancer.

So please be careful! Do not drink that water bottle that has been left in a car. Pass this on to all the women in your life. This information is the kind we need to know and be aware and just might save us!!!!

The heat causes toxins from the plastic to leak into the water and scientists have found these toxins in breast tissue. Use a stainless steel canteen or a glass bottle when you can!!!





Article 2
A 10 year old boy had eaten pineapple about 15 days back, and fell sick, from the day he had eaten. Later when he had his health check done…

Doctors diagnosed that he had AIDS. His parents couldn’t believe it…

The the entire family underwent a check-up…none of them suffered from AIDS.

So the doctors checked again with the boy if he had eaten out…

The boy said “yes”, he had eaten pineapple that evening. Immediately a group from the Malaya Hospital went to the pineapple vendor to check. They found the pineapple seller had a cut on his finger while cutting the pineapple and his blood had spread into the fruit. They checked him and the guy was suffering from AIDS… but he himself was NOT aware. Unfortunately the poor boy is suffering from it now.

Please take care what you eat at the road side. Please forward this mail to your dear one







p/s: i wonder..sapa la punye kerja dok menspreadkan email2 mengarut mcm nih around? sekali baca bunyi mmg menakutkan ye tak? makan nenas dapat AIDS? kalau org yg malas nak double check, sure dah berenti makan pineapple, atau buah2 lain, infact, semua makanan yg dijual di luar sbb takut infected by AIDS! aku try google for both topics- apparently it has been around for quite some time, haha..tak tau berapa ramai org yg dah terpengaruh dgn article nih. kepada org2 yg rajin menulis email ngarut mcm nih..berenti la weyyy...byk lagi kerja lain yg boleh dibuat..


Haven’t been around for quite a while.

Whenever I read my post kat bawah tu, I thought to myself – ghee.. I sounded so depressed.

But really. I had to admit. These last few weeks mmg have been really testing. Testing kesabaran, testing ketahanan diri.. Mcm2 berlaku.. Whenever I thought things could never be worse, something else went wrong. And this went on…one thing after another. And what did I do amidst all that?

- I whined. I complained. I wallowed. I walked around as if mine is the biggest problem in the world and no one would ever understand.

And good did I achieve by doing all that?

- None. After I whine, I felt like whining some more. I complained –why does bad things always happen to me? And afterwards, I felt more depressed. I slept during the day, went to bed early at night, woke up late in the morning. Everything I need to do, went into my pending list. During the day, I walked around with the ‘ignore me-I had a bad day’ attitude. I put up frowned face all day long, and spread guilt around to my friends for not having the same problem– And made them all feel bad as a result.

And did my problems resolve?

- Hah! Definitely not! In fact, I felt worse myself. And that’s when I realized- oh God, what have I done? I should have buckle up and move forward. Problems don’t go by itself. They need to be tended. What I need to do was stay around and get my problems sorted – and after that only I realized that actually, things were not so bad after all..It was the mind game that made everything looked worse than it actually was.. and it was also the mind that could actually made all the hard things in life easy. And the most important thing that I had actually forgotten to do was.. to count my blessings. Even when most things in life had went into the drain, even when all things important seem to be lost – I still have a lot of other things with me. Its not the end of the world. Its not like I couldn’t get up and fix things up.
I just forgot to be grateful.

p/s: took this from kak hliza's blog (sorry kak, saya qoute kejap) from the late tennis pro Arthur Ashe,

"True greatness is, start where you are, use what you have, and do what you can."

*sigh*

" About her ~




A lady in her 20s, living in the remote of Sarawak - trying to fulfill her dreams. One step at a time, discovering and learning new and old (forgotten) things as she goes along.. Loves to eat, watch heartmoving movies, and photography!!. Her secret ambition is to be a race car driver.

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