The Purple Sky

miss lovely in action



last nite, just after dinner of seafood and satay courtesy of mak jot,
all the 7 of us gi jalan2 sambil main2 kat playground by the beach. (again)
i tripped and fell lepas tersanggung seluar jeans aku sendiri.
takde angin, takde ribut, takde longkang, batu, kayu, lopak dan sebagainya.
can u imagine that?
aku pun tak leh nak bayang camane aku boleh jatuh sebenarnya.
anyway, as a result;

tgk manik2 yg dah terputus...
huaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....


huaaaaa.........



huaaa..........aaaaaa......aaaaaaaaaa..........


later we got into the car, heading home.
tapi after halfway, aku realize aku takkan dapat tdo malam ni kalau aku tak try sesuatu.
so the selfish side of me berjaya mengconvince jiq utk patah balik to the incident site,
regardless enon yg nak ke loo sbb bladder dier dah penuh.
bayangkan 4 org terbongkok2 di tgh2 playground.
mencarik manik2 bersaiz 2mm yg bertaburan atas rumput2 yg basah dalam gelap.
me, enon, bana and jiq.
thanx to our handphones backlight for the illumination.
macam carik needle in the haystack.
2 minutes later, ujan pun turun.
aku nak ajak balik, tapi diorg lak insist nak carik lagi.
hehh..seronok main ujan ke apa diorg nih..
anyway lagi..the result was;

taraaa...8 out of 19 that was lost.
but i'm still sad though.

it was only 2 weeks.

how often do you sat down and regret things that u have done in life?
ho often do u wonder abt things that u should hve done in the past?
how often do u think abt what ifs?

life is like walking down a straight path,
lined by flowers of different colours, shapes and smell.
u can pluck any flowers of ur liking along the way,
but u can never turn back to get the flowers u had missed.

life is a one way street, that is.
the most succesful are ones that grabbed the most flowers.
*sigh*

*sigh* it's been a while.
i miss my blogggggggggggggggg.............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a lot taht i need to write.
but most i can only leave to rust in my brain merely because i'm just too lazy queing for the computer.
15 people living in the house.
11 of whom are computer/internet addict (including me).
so just imagine the que.
btw, i'm in miri at the moment.
good food, great people and uncomprehensible languages.
lalalala.life is good. =)

last weekend we went to niah cave.
this weekend we're planning for brunei.
and also visiting some rumah panjang.
mulu national park is also in my wishlist of places to go, but for now that will have to wait.
maybe some other time, some other year..hehh..

back from niah i developed some rashes over my feet.
its kinda scary though.
i hoped i didn't catch any exotic diseases along the way..
*crickets chirped in an empty forest*
aawww...god forbid.
btw, my body temperature is normal,
so i guess i should be fine.

anyway..have anyone ever tasted 'gum' before?
the one sold in small colourful tubes for 10 cent each,
the one we used to stick papers during our school years..
remember?
hahaha..i've tasted that.
in sarawak, the GUM is EATEN.. okay..eaten..with some kerabu as appetizer..
it feels a lot like the fear factor at first, but heck, it wasn't that bad..
i can even say it's almost tasty, seriously.

hahaa..anyway..gtg now.. i'll be back with some more pics from niah and other places if i can grab the computer before anyone else does.

yep. finally back in seremban.
tp kejap je nih. lusa will be going to miri lak for a month.
being in kelantan was an OK experience.
need more time to learn and really get to know the place and the people.
i guess i've already taken a liking to that place more than i should.
i'm even considering to return there for my HO years..hehehe..
kalau jumpe aku kat kelantan di tahun2 akan datang jgn terkejut la ye..haha..

yesterday temankan umi n walid gi jalan2 sampai ke muar n melaka.
time nak balik, walid ask me to drive the car, and i said yes.
i thought i am totally over the incident, but i was dead wrong.
aku sendiri tak perasan that fact sampaila time aku drive last night.

it was like reliving the incident.
hujan lebat.
waktu senja nak mencecah malam.
highway tak berapa byk kereta, tp kenderaan berat byk.
umi dan walid at the back seat.
macam dulu.
kecuali dulu umi was seating in front.
kali ni there was adik.

the moment hujan start turun aku dah raser tgn aku trembling.
bukan sbb sejuk.
i can feel the blood rushed into my head and stayed there.
the whole moment aku asyik terfikirkan incident eccident tu.
dan everytime jugak tgn aku akan menggeletar lebih kuat.
tp aku mmg degil. mmg ketegaq.
i never told umi. or walid.
aku taknak diorg risau.
aku taknak diorg hilang keyakinan kat aku.
aku diam je n terus drive dalam keadaan yg sgt stress tu, hoping yg aku boleh overcome my nervousness, soon.
"i've driven many times in the rain before in my kancil and everything was fine.
why should another car be any different?"-was my thought of comfort.
dgn umi yg asyik startled-kan aku everytime ader lopak atau keta yg dtg my way doesn't help at all.
bila sampai bangi i was beyond relieve.

mcm nightmare that has just ended.

umi

zahir n walid

abang..

atiqah n me

the kiddos..