makin bz neh makin rajin lak aku update blog, hehh..
org kata makin byk tanggungjawab kite makin tinggi keupayaan diri.. ada satu wisdom saying, (aku tak sure kat mana aku dgr..) yg berbunyi; kalau kite nak suruh org buat sesuatu, jgn suruh org yg byk masa terluang, instead, suruh org yg sentiasa sibuk buat. the latter will be the one who'll get the job done.
i just noticed yg blogging and blog-hopping nih therapeutic. stress-reliever.
mind opener. bila menulis blog.. most of the time aku akan menulis bende2 yg selama ni duduk bersemadi dalam kepala je.. bende2 yg biasenye kat org aku tak cerita. seolah2.. viewing my own life from a different angle. dan jugak sbg satu cara utk mengekspresi diri and self discovery. . sblm aku mula menulis blog dulu, aku tak penah terfikir utk menulis apa2 dimana2.. aku ada diary, tp diary is one thing yg aku simpan utk diri sendiri, dan bukan utk dibaca dan ditatap org lain. tapi bila aku mula belajar menulis, (dan aku masih lagi belajar..) aku baru sedar yg menulis ni bukannya susah sgt.. aku pun boleh menulis! *now anyone can write!* dan makin byk aku menulis, makin byk bende utk ditulis! dan yg plg ketara..sikit demi sikit aku mula perceive segala yg berlaku dikeliling aku as topik yg menarik utk diceritakan/ditulis dalam blog. and writing is actually totally different from describing something verbally. ada byk ruang utk bermain dgn perkataan, manipulasi cerita supaya lebih dramatik..
part yg plg aku suka bila aku terjebak dalam dunia blog ni adalah..aku dapat baca ttg kehidupan biasa org2 disekeliling aku, dari berbagai jenis lapisan kehidupan. everyone has their own story to tell..their own struggle in life.. and discovering these, i may say, is a jem experience indeed. life yg sblm ni aku lihat from the perspective of my two eyes je, can now be seen from other's eyes as well. pretty something, kan?
(nowadays its not infrequent to find me qouting stuffs/things in discovered from other people's blog..ughh..talk about addiction..) tapi still.. there's a limit as to how far i can take in everything i read jugak kan.. so must be a bit wise there. *wink*
there's one more thing. my blog has recently been discovered!
hah!
(dell, i now u're reading this!) haha.. 4 years back when i started blogging i was just happy and content to have friends from blogging circle only. i never invited anyone to read my blog, or advertise my blog in any way possible, nor have i left any comments in real-life friends' blogs un-anonymously. aku penah gune my own real name kat sini before, but decided to revert back to anonymosity soon after. i also make sure that my blog is ungoogle-able had anyone tried to blog my name, heh. =P
bukan atas sbb aku menulis anything vulgar regarding anyone behind their backs, atau menghina sesiapa atau menulis apa2 yg bersifat propaganda atau provokatif.. (i'm a totally harmless writer, ok..), my only reason is..
aku selesa bersifat anonymous. (i'm not that anonymous anyway..aku ada post gamba sendiri every now and then dalam blog ni ape..)
so now babe, welcome to my blog! sorry i've been keeping this from u for so long..bukan sbb aku tak caye ko or anything ok! just jgn spread the word around ok, hehehe..
dell dija will be having their final year long case and exit viva exam later (today). * they're just hours away from becoming REAL doctors! walauwehhh...!! so uh oh..a HEARTY GOOD LUCK to both of u!! fatah dah beres, tinggal korg dua jer. i know u'll make it thru in a breeze. aku tak risau lgsg pasal korg actually. * lebih risaukan diri sendiri..huhuhu*
p/s: dah pass nanti jgn lupe belanje aku makan eh?
